My father passed away before midnight at the age of 61, leaving us in this world to join God our creator. We grieve in sorrow when he left us. Tears won't stop falling; heat aches and pain are still there in everyone of us family members. I still couldn't believe it myself. It was hard for me going to work and try to act normal as usual but I can't. I manage to hide it all but it feels like it's going to explode inside me. It was both physical and mental torture nonr the less.
But on the other hand, at least his pain had ended. His hardship finished and now free from the sorrow and sadness. I guess it's for the better. It must have been the the Lord's will. Yet I still can't get over it for now. Maybe in time I could accept it.
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